2010-11-29

cordialenvy: (who supposedly love the most ;;)
2010-11-29 09:22 pm

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[Filter: Private]

What am I supposed to say to him?

I don't ... does he not understand that this is difficult for me? I ... Kerrigan was mine. I carried her for so long, and I thought ... I wanted her so deeply to be mine. I thought of her little dresses, combing her hair, giving her little pigtails, I ...

But when he looks at me, I ...

How am I supposed to say it? I can reassure him all I like but he will never listen. I can't ... I can't keep this up, not forever. I don't know how either of us is supposed to continue like this, pretending all the while that nothing is ...

[Filter: Caroline]

Carrie ...

Would you be willing to talk with me a bit? I just ... I thought I'd make tea for the both of us. We haven't taken tea together in a bit, now, have we? I asked the cook to make those little vanity cakes ...

If you're not too terribly busy, of course, I mean.