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It's so soon, now.

All of the guests are coming in greater numbers every day. I can hardly keep track of them all already, and there's still so many to come ... And all of them speak to me with such kindness. They're all so happy for me. This must be exactly what I've waited for. I must be so happy to finally be getting married, and looking forward to our marriage bed and to our life together. Thomas' and mine.

This must be what I always wanted.

It is, though, isn't it? This is ... this has been exactly what I've wanted. What I've expected. For so long, there's been nothing but ...

.... For so long.

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Ah, it's so good to see everyone arriving for the wedding now. I can hardly believe it's already almost time ... Thomas and I have been waiting so very long for this day.

I've just come back from a fitting for my gown ... it ought to be ready in less than a week, and then I'll wear it on our wedding day. It all ... hardly seems real. It seems like only yesterday that Thomas and I even decided on the date ...

I ... it all feels so surreal. I almost expect to wake any moment, and find it all a dream.