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Nov. 29th, 2010 09:22 pm[Filter: Private]
What am I supposed to say to him?
I don't ... does he not understand that this is difficult for me? I ... Kerrigan was mine. I carried her for so long, and I thought ... I wanted her so deeply to be mine. I thought of her little dresses, combing her hair, giving her little pigtails, I ...
But when he looks at me, I ...
How am I supposed to say it? I can reassure him all I like but he will never listen. I can't ... I can't keep this up, not forever. I don't know how either of us is supposed to continue like this, pretending all the while that nothing is ...
[Filter: Caroline]
Carrie ...
Would you be willing to talk with me a bit? I just ... I thought I'd make tea for the both of us. We haven't taken tea together in a bit, now, have we? I asked the cook to make those little vanity cakes ...
If you're not too terribly busy, of course, I mean.
What am I supposed to say to him?
I don't ... does he not understand that this is difficult for me? I ... Kerrigan was mine. I carried her for so long, and I thought ... I wanted her so deeply to be mine. I thought of her little dresses, combing her hair, giving her little pigtails, I ...
But when he looks at me, I ...
How am I supposed to say it? I can reassure him all I like but he will never listen. I can't ... I can't keep this up, not forever. I don't know how either of us is supposed to continue like this, pretending all the while that nothing is ...
[Filter: Caroline]
Carrie ...
Would you be willing to talk with me a bit? I just ... I thought I'd make tea for the both of us. We haven't taken tea together in a bit, now, have we? I asked the cook to make those little vanity cakes ...
If you're not too terribly busy, of course, I mean.